I cannot think straight. Nothing seems right to me. Everything! Even the baju I wore today seems so wrong. I'm not comfortable in it. The colour is so tacky I have no idea why I chose to wear it in the first place. I wore the wrong heels. I drank the wrong drink. I chose pandan pudding instead of chocolate. I ate expired biscuits which I found inside my drawer just because I cannot think straight.
I even end up washing dishes in the school toilet coz I need some space to think. And it took me almost 15 minutes to wash just two plates and a jug. I chanted 'one problem at a time' many times just to keep myself on track. But..*sigh..failed.
What's wrong with me? What IS wrong with me?
I close my eyes for a moment; trying to stay composed. I take a sip of coffee. Then another. Then another.
What should I do next? Sleep!
|.Missing the costa moment. Remember the time we talked about everything while sipping cappuccino and u with ur forever ice vanilla?|