It was a very hot day. 5 days before raya if I'm not mistaken.
There I was. In the shopping mall. Surrounded by beautiful-colourful baju raya and lagu raya as a background. I was so excited that morning. Hoping. And kept on hoping for some miracle to happen. But. As expected. Nothing. Nothing happened.
Desperate. I made a phone call. A list of excuses given by the receiver. Being the clueless me, I tried to believe every single word. I tried to smile. But my vision was blur. Coz I was trying to hold the tears. I suddenly hated shopping. I didn't have the guts to buy anything.
Now, after pondering about it again, I think those excuses are lame. Yes. I wasn't that smart back then.ehe.
Yes. Though the year was terribly terrible...I thank God coz He still gives me a chance