Saturday, October 27, 2012

.barney calls it 'doppelganger'.

I meet your identical twin.
I should tell you this.
It's a lol, really.
Everything is perfectly the same except for some traits.
Try to reach you on fb.
But haish, i forgot you are not in my friend list (for some immature reason.which makes me lol-ing now)
The only way i can tell you is here, in my blog.
Hopefully you still read mine.


and oh yeah
That person is annoyingly nice.
just like you.
LOL


When i said annoying, i completely mean it.
but in a nice way (seriously??).
ok.
annoying and nice shouldnt go side by side.
they sound oxymoronly weird.




the identical-twin founder,
rama_ana

Sunday, October 21, 2012

.Bee is my middle name.

Was quite busy recently. Suprisingly, I appreciated every second of my busy-ness. Thanks to problems.Lol.

I experienced a totally different atmosphere;

from
judging people

to
 
being judged by people

and honestly, i'd rather being judged than judging.
Coz it's quite hard for me, as an amateur, to judge those debaters
It's quite annoying when some people dissatisfied with your judgement and start to throw a list of argument in front of you.

Anyways, I'm enjoying myself in perak.
Despite the 24/7 critical thinking time, I still had time to go shopping! weehuuu
but I only managed to buy a few things for me, mum, and friends.
couldn't buy much.
masa tidak mengizinkan dan amat mencemburui saya.lol.


p/s Thanks to all the awesome people who coloured my day. May Allah bless you all the way. ^_^

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

jatuh kifarah dosa.kan?

Di tangga rumah kawan
saya jatuh
sakit.
kaki kiri luka.
berdarah.
syukur saja tidak bernanah.
kaki kanan lebam-lebam
macam digigit makhluk halus. *ketawa
Masa jatuh, memang tak jelita langsung.
muka tahan sakit macam tahan berak 10 tahun.
menangis memang mau
tapi ada david tengok.
malu. *uhuk
selang beberapa hari
jatuh lagi.
kali ni orang tolak.
lepas tolak dia blah.
saya tak salahkan dia.
memang salah saya pun
masa bejalan mata disuruh tengok depan
sebab saya 'pandai', saya tengok belakang.
lepas jatuh terus nangis
sebab tak ada orang tengok pun. *ketawa
maka luka jatuh tangga rumah kawan makin teruk.
beberapa hari kemudian, di minggu yang sama,
jatuh lagi.
sudah nasib.
mungkin sepanjang tahun lalu tak pernah jatuh
jadi dalam minggu yang sama Allah uji dengan 'jatuh' *wallahualam
kali ni orang tolak lagi
agak kuat
kasar.
tenaga dia banyak.
sampai saya jatuh tergolek
hampir saja di hantar ke ICU *haha.over
sakit
sebab luka yang dulu belum sembuh lagi
syukur sebab ditakdirkan ada kawan-kawan menyambut dari bawah
terima kasih ya semua. *senyum

sekarang sakitnya masih terasa
disuruh ke hospital
malas
doktor hanya bagi ubat sapu dan tahan sakit
kan?
kalau ada doktor yang bagi ubat hilang parut terus,
tolong bagitahu
ok?


Friday, October 5, 2012

I don't care! It's unfair!

I'm almost there
almost!
I thank God many times that I listened to hotfm this morning.
But it's just too far
they are not fair!
they don't do it in sabah n sarawak.
why don't they give us a chance?
semenanjung tu jauh u know. i'm having class some more.
not fair
not fair
i'm waiting for this thing like ages
there goes my chance.

mum said, tiapa, next time ada lagi.
next time tu bila?'you're getting older' my friend said. Tau.that's why i want it now.(tiada kesabaran.lol)