Tuesday, July 31, 2012

.hopeless grief.

Should I just give up?
long pause.but no answer.sigh.

Monday, July 30, 2012

.those two weeks.

If dad is still alive, he won't approve what I did today.  I've complained much.  This is not right, that's not right,why should we do that?Aren't we suppose to study?Presentation again?Who's the lecturer now? Who's gonna do the teaching, us again?  I don't know what happen to me. It seems like the negativivity revolves around me everyday especially during weekdays. Entering the class, the only thing I'm looking forward to is meeting my friends (and eyeing the latest fashion of bajukurung n hijab from the juniors). Study??I have no idea what we learn in class.  At least Friday class is awesome. Thanks JK for your real teaching n learning session. The rest??istighfar banyakbanyak.  From now on,  I think, I should stop complaining.  Complaining is bad for health; mentally and physically.  So I think we should just go with the flow, and see how it goes.  

p/s:We know we spent 3 years in the uk.  But it doesn't mean we forgot our root and culture. Please, we are not that bad. 

sedihla macam ni.

Wednesday, July 25, 2012

.Lets make dua'.

"Ya Allah, jadikan mata kami mata yang melihat kebaikan orang lain, jadikan hati kami hati yang memaafkan kesalahan orang lain, jadikan minda kami minda yang melupakan keburukan orang lain terhadap kami dan jadikan iman kami tetap di jalan yang Kau redhai."

*copypaste from a senior. =)

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

.stop comparing they said.

Hi, I am a student.
As a student, I need to listen to the teachers and pay attention all the time. Thats the taboo in teaching and learning, no? But when things are wrong, and the teacher says something which you know is morally wrong, don't you think we should stop listen? And if you are brave enough to argue, tell the teacher that he/she is going overboard. But as Malaysian students, I (or we) have been trained to listen and not to be vocal. 'Budi bahasa budaya kita', remember?  

I'm tired of listening to those kind of stuffs actually. Stop the fairy tales and lets get back to business. But whatever it is, I still respect you coz you are the teacher, and above all, you are the MKO (more knowledgeable others).

not-related: my fb homepage full of wedding photos and newborn babies. congrats!cant wait to upload mine too.haha.kidding.

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

.say hello to reality.

Cannot do this and that
Have to do this and that
Hey cannot wear this.Should wear that
What are you doing there?You should be here
You can't put it here. Why don't you put it there?

Too many donts. Welcome to 'homesweethome'

p/s: sabar itu separuh daripada iman.

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Ally was here..

The crystal mosque is awesome! Sabby's aunt said, the mosque is getting famous because of ally.lol.of course it's a joke. Even without ally, the mosque is still at its best.haha.


my favourite.It looks classy, no?

It was under construction somewhere in the mosque.
So we decided to pray in masjid putih. Subhanallah, cantikcantik lah masjid terengganu ni.

p/s: obviously i just go through all the pictures after a month I went back from pantai timur.lol

Monday, July 9, 2012

"I just want to change...you"

"Fate be changed.Look inside.Mend the bond.Torn by pride"

'Our fate lives within us, you just have to be BRAVE enough to see it' 


Yes I memorise some of the lines. Excited much?lol.  Blame me for watching the movie twice. And I don't mind watching it thrice (belanja la tapi).


Friday, July 6, 2012

Ouh, let it be

Yes I finally went out today, in a decent way (lol).  It's friday. I was searching for my jubah but it's nowhere to be found. That's why I opted for that flowy skirt.  I forgot to check the whether forecast.  I didn't know that it was quite windy this morning. That will give you an idea how troublesome it is to wear something flowy when the whether is not being friendly, right? And that will explain how my skirt got caught in a door.  And the macik from the bank trying to safe me by screaming like there's no tomorrow (exaggerating.lol). Thank God my skirt didn't completely rip off but still, there's a small hole at the very bottom.  Oh,actually I should thank the macik for screaming. If not, I would end up buying a new maxi skirt pronto.

There's another thing. While heading for lunch at a particular restaurant, I didn't realise that there was blood all over my fingers until I noticed there were couple of red dots on my skirt. "Where's this blood coming from?" (And yeah, that was the stupidest question I've ever asked) From my fingers obviously.  Until now, how my forefinger got cut is still a mystery (no lol).

In the restaurant, the waitress was passing the menu when I asked for handy plus. She was blur. Oh, silly me. Of course, handy plus is a brand. So I said plaster; aha more general.  She's still blur.  So I showed my blood-y fingers (literally).  She was panic for a moment and quikly searched for the plaster.  She must be thinking that I ordered handy plus for lunch.lol.

My pathetic day didn't stop there.  We were late 25 minutes for movie.  Oh btw, the main reason for this outing is to watch  Mr. Spidey or practically Spiderman (thanks to hafiz for the nickname.lol).Just imagine...we, the women...running with skirt and jubah...(siap ada background music 'wanita hiasan dunia seindah hiasan adalah wanita soleha').  Ouchhh!

After movie, we went to this ice blended stall. I was busy texting my sister. I seriously didn't realise the drink snake out from its cup. And yes, my scarf was wet and my skirt...tch tch tch. and I was messy. And for now, I don't want to see that stall again.

Then, I went home. and I forgot to buy handy plus. Great!   

.thats the skirt that i'm talking about.

moral of the story: perbetulkan niat sebelum keluar rumah. 'sahaja aku keluar rumah utk tgk peter parker' is quite emmm.....how should I say...emm..not appropriate?

-------You asked 'hows ur day'...this had explained how my day really was.

p/s: fb msg 23rd march 2012 (8th).

Wednesday, July 4, 2012

.the moment you wish you were invisible.

"Fashion apa auntie pakai ni?"
"Ini latest fashion di london."
"Oo..macam baju tidur kan."

I swear to God, I thought I wouldn't get out from the car hence the pjs,the cardie and the out-of-place scarf. Seriously, if I knew I had to step my foot into the mall, I wouldn't do that fashion crime.  I WOULD NOT,in a million times. 

I still cant forget the way that waiter look at me senyumsenyummintatampar. Yesyes I know I look funny with that colour-blocking pjs. But kepsi don't have dress code rite? Haish malu tauk.