Monday, October 31, 2011

.the Malaysians abroad. (Liverpool)

The journey to Liverpool began at 9 am.
Everybody was ready for the first stadium-tour experience
In the bus, on the way to the Anfield Stadium, I tried to keep my mouth shut.
That's because I wanted to capture the local accent coz I admit I fall in love with it.

This is Anfield.
My first impression was: Emm, boleh laa.
At 3 pm, the adventure began.
I was soo excited but unfortunately the tour guide really put me off.
They talked a lot about the history
and they made jokes about the players (whom I have no idea who the heck they are!)
Basically, I didn't get the joke. (can't you see how pathetic I am?? )
So I would say, the day in Anfield Stadium was boring. =(
Except the kodak moment!! it's pretty exciting! *smile*

There's something happened in the stadium actually
I do believe that some people(especially the gents) can be very fanatic about football
But it's kinda unacceptable if these 'football fanatics' to act like God who can control other people preferences in choosing their football team.
Like for example, when my friend said that he supports ManU, this asian guy who acting like mat salleh told the tour guide:
'I want you to get rid of that mu fan! He's just wasting his money by coming here.'
I was like, hey, it's my friend's money.
Not yours.
Chill la bah.
this not-so-good experience in Anfield is one of the reasons why I don't really like Liverpool FC. (erk..can u see the connection?)ok. forget it.=.=

Sunday, October 30, 2011

.the Malaysians abroad. (Warrington)

The 13 of us went to warrington, manchester, liverpool and london last few days. Thanks to reading week. =).
Probably you've seen the pictures on my fb. But hey, pictures won't tell you the whole story. So let me tell you what really happened during the journey.  Let's start with warrington, shall we?

Warrington has never been in our to-go-list.  It's a last minute plan since the hotels in Manchester and Liverpool were fully booked. Probably because they had matches on that time. Remember 6-1?Ok. It's a disaster!  Case closed.
Back to the topic..we finally got the cheapest hotel to stay in Warrington.
If you ask me what's interesting about that place?? I will tell you, there's almost nothing!
It's like a dead city. We walked and walked and it was like nobody in it, except us!
It's kinda creepy.

Ok. That's about the city.
Now, let's talk about the room.
That night, everyone was sleeping; including me of course. But suddenly I heard this weird sound from upstairs. It sounded so weird until I feel like I want to vomit (ok. exaggerating.)
I shouldn't elaborate more. But if the term 'the sound of the bed' is exist, I would say, that's the 'scariest' thing to hear at night.

in front of travelodge, warrington (courtesy of zaf)

this is warrington-8 in the morning
that's about warrington.

ouh, shoot! it's 7! i have discussion!gotta go.bai.

Saturday, October 29, 2011

.selfish is not equal to shellfish.

in a certain situation,
you would rather hurt yourself
rather than hurting somebody.
the pain you felt is painless when you see the other party is smiling.
you never fail to whisper 'cheer up! things'll get better'
but, until when?

in the dark, you silently pray that you can escape from the bitterness of lying to yourself.
Coz indirectly, you are lying to another person
and things will get worst when the truth behold.

yeah, you are trying very hard not to be selfish.
perhaps, that's why you put your happiness on sale. 

Friday, October 28, 2011

.probably it shouldn't be this way.

Since i met the famous figures of TV3 in Manchester, my mind is filled with the what-ifs:

What if I asked him how to get through the interview?

What if I sent him my resume?

What if I gave him my number and asked him to call me if there's a vacancy?

What if I met that reporter and asked him the tips to pass the interview?

What if I ignored faizal tahir and continued the casual talk with datuk farid?

What if I told him that I'm interested to get involved?

What if I told him that I really excited to meet him in person?

Arghhh the what-ifs really kill me this time.
I shouldn't think about this anymore.
There's a lot of assignments and presentations to think of.
Forget about the 'fairy-tale'.
Dreaming is better than giving too much hope for something near impossible.
 Good night! Time to hug the teddy and close the eyes tightly.

*ok.ok.It's silly, isn't it?You are permitted to LOL.='(

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

.10 reasons why people hit the 'like' button on facebook.

(applicable for fb status and comments)

1. because they really like it

2. because you've posted what they are about to post

3. because you are their bestfriend

4. because they want you to notice them

5. because they want you to like their comment/ status back

6. because they want you to check on their new gorgeous profile picture.

7. because that person is in love with you (it's a gentle hint for 'I'm stalking you.')auwww.

8. because they are bored.they have lots of free time to 'like' everybody's status/ comments.

9. because that's the polite way to tell 'i want to stop this conversation'

10. because they don't have any ideas what the heck you are crapping about.

most people opt for no. 9.

and the in-loves opt for no.7.*ehem*

so what are you?

Sunday, October 16, 2011

let's plan a wedding...

dress! ha.ha.ha.

I love flowy wedding dress which (I guess) makes the bride looks like a princess.

I prefer cream/ baby blue dress rather than white. Coz white doesn't suit me.

I love bows.

I think of adding beads around my hijab and adding lace for the sleeves too.

and I think I should stop crapping now. =.='

p/s eh..have time for sketching but no time to read the joyce's novel??clap clap clap.

Friday, October 14, 2011

.selipar jepun.

when you are lonely,
worry not
coz He is always with you.

Tuesday, October 11, 2011


dear heart,
you talk too much
and you make it obvious sometimes
hush hush
let everything be a secret
i'm begging.
have some mercy, will you?

Sunday, October 9, 2011

.why oh why.

I was waiting for that moment to come. Everything's ready. From goggle to silicon cap to float. Pound by pound transferred into the shopping mall. This is the hardest part of all. You know, when you go shopping, there are two voices in your head; 'Buy it' or 'Don't buy it!' (Especially if those things are not in your wish all!)

Then when you are about to pay, this 'Don't-buy-it' thought suddenly hit you: 'You wanna buy these freaking swimming stuffs??! You gotta be kidding me! You can buy 3 dresses instead.'  But then, it's too late to say 'Yes.I should buy dresses!' coz the cashier already said 'This is your receipt.Thank you and please come again.'

Ok.Back to my first sentence,I was waiting for that moment to come. And yeah, I finally hit the pool. Drinking the tasteless water is normal. Shouting instead of talking is super normal (the silicon cap makes you deaf). It supposed to be an exciting moment. But I can't feel the excitement. It's just not there. May be because it's too crowded. Or may be because the lifeguard is always a guy. Or may be because....ok.I shouldn't lie.It's because I don't know how to swim until the deep end. Everytime I feel like I'm a good swimmer, I found myself kicking the floor.not the water.Ouh! pathetic!

Thursday, October 6, 2011

.Mr. Whatgoesaroundcomesaround.

may be this is what we call karma.
'you get what you give'.
and i think i know this is not happening intentionally
it happens for a reason
it makes me reflect about what i did last time.
a very bad thing.
which i think i deserve the 'in your face!' thingy.

hey what happen laa to this week.
everything seems upsidedown nie.
things'll get better.

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

.the internal monologue is speaking.

Hating somebody without a reason is exasperating. It's like you want to say 'SHUT UP!' when the person didn't even say a word.

So the best thing to do is..chill laa bah. It's impossible to please everybody. That's the reality. So face it.

Ok.ok.I'm facing the reality.

Monday, October 3, 2011

.recipe. (salmon)

im not a chef.
but sometimes i do act like a chef (ehem.kunun.)
so now i would like to share a recipe from my kitchen.
we call it 'salmon the snow white''s actually  'Salmon steak with white sauce'

All we need is:



Black pepper

For the sauce:
2 tablespoon margerine

1/2 shallot (chopped)

1 tablespoon flour

1/2 tablespoon oregano/ corriander

1 cup of milk


black pepper

corn flour

1. marinate the salmon with salt and black pepper.
2. fry the salmon.don't overcook! (then put it aside) It will look like this err..kindof:

3. Let's make the sauce! Heat the margarine.
4. Add the shallot.
5. Add the flour. Let the shallot 'blend in' with it.
6. Then add the milk, oregano/ corriander, salt and black pepper. Bring to the boil.
7. Add corn flour.
 It will look a bit like this:

Then, tuang the white sauce onto the this:

bolehlah baca doa makan sekarang!*_^

Sunday, October 2, 2011

was concentrating in front of lappy.reading for dissy?

nope.i was deleting the 'unused' pics in lappy
and i saw this.

and i am craving for this pizza.right now.right at this very moment.and it's miles and miles and miles away from here.
and was suddenly found this pics which were taken last year.
in pizza plymouth:
salmon al forno (thanks to amal). yes!the name is's actually a crispy salmon.finger lickin! no nonsense.
make-it-urself ice-cream
Americano (regular).
with full fat milk.
makan sampai litcccin.

then i found another pics.
the Crownhill Fort.
we went there last time. but it wasn't open for public.
it's only open once a month.

the main office
they actually build this fort to protect the place from the french attack.

and this is the least altered fort in plymouth.
the tunnel.quite scary huh?

the pathway
ok.forget about the fort.
i'm also craving for this:
taken in wangi chicken rice.(eyh eyh tgn siapakah itu?ahaks)
ok that's all.

eyh got another pics.

the youngest niece.ouh i love you to yana!