Monday, January 31, 2011

EGYPT: pray hard.

click http://krisismesirnasibrakyatkita.blogspot.com/ to find out the latest update.


"....Aku kabulkan permohonan orang yg bedoa apabila dia berdoa kepada-Ku...."
(Al-Baqarah, ayt 186)





p/s: AR be strong.

love,
rama_ana

Sunday, January 30, 2011

.hypothesis.

In life,
the more you want to escape,
the harder it will be.
there's no shortcut.
you will face lots of obstacles along the way.
Allah wants you to get tougher and tougher and tougher.
so thats why He gives you problems to handle.

it's like playing cranium,
you can't give up to go to the next level.
once you give up,
you won't reach the finishing line.
there's so many questions along the way
and you have to answer/do it right to win.

tonight,
i gave up half way.
i left the cranium game and went back.
does it mean i will do the same in my real life???
God! please, NO!

*comparing the cranium game and real life is surely a bad idea, huh?


*from mr.google.

love,
rama_ana

a beautiful morning but an awful night.

(something about yesterday. i couldn't on9 last nite.that's why i have to post this today =))

It was a lovely morning.
I started my day by playing badminton (thanks to hafiz).
Together with my gorgeous ladies (ehem!), we hit the shuttle like nobody's business.
It was bliss!
Tired with badminton, we stopped and watched the gentlemen futsal-ing.
They are just awesome!
khairul fahmi, watch out! coz u've got ur rivals here! *_^

lets take a look at these pic.
when it comes to sport, i love to take pic rather than video.
why?
coz u can see how funny their still pictures can be.like these ones:

din (right hand side) mcm ber-ballet. (taken from shah's fb)


3 of them mcm be-aerobic

hafiz ber-break dance. and the four of them tu mcm bejanji ja tgk blkg.
and u can see...who are really playing and who aren't.=p (focus on the yellow gentleman)

But...
My night isn't as lovely as my morning.
something hit me gently.
but the impact is quite hard to be honest.
i keep on reminding myself that being sensitive is soo not-cool.
but that 'thing' is kinda obvious you know.
that's why i feel uncomfortable.
and i am sensitive....sometimes.
or is it most of the time?? you decide.
but no worries.
i think i can handle it.inshaAllah.

mari menabahkan diri:

Dari Abu Hurairah berkata: Bersabda Rasulullah sallallahu ‘alaihi wa-sallam:
"Aku peringatkan kamu dari prasangka sesungguhnya prasangka itu adalah bisikan yang paling bohong...."


“Dan jauhilah kebanyakan dari prasangka kerana sebagian prasangka itu adalah dosa....” [Al-Hujurat : 12].



p/s:thanks auni. =)


love,
rama_ana

Friday, January 28, 2011

f*ck: a dirty word or.....

If i said 'FUCK OFF!', some people would be surprised.
People might say; 'Oh God! That's a bad word!' or may be 'You said a dirty word!'.
It''s just because of the word 'FUCK'.


and what if i say 'GO AWAY!'.
People won't be surprised.
But the meaning of 'fuck off' and 'go away' is the same.
People got stuck with the word 'FUCK'. why??
because normally people associate the word 'fuck' with sexual intercourse.
But it's not the only definition of 'fuck'. It also means damage or ruin something.


If someone ask you ' What are you doing today?'
Are you dare to answer this way: 'Oh, nothing. I'm just fucking around.'
Guys, perhaps! but ladies? i don't think so.
Before you think of that kind of 'fuck' (it's disgusting aite. fuck around??ewww),
let me tell you the real meaning of fuck around in this context: fuck around means you spend time doing something unimportant (e.g. stalking somebody on facebook).


Do you know why we are not encouraged or even prohibited to use the word 'fuck'?
ok..ok..i know most of you know the reasons. but hey, i still want to tell you.
coz 'Fuck' is always use to express something negative; annoyance, impatient etc. in a harsh way.
It is harsh indeed.
I would feel hurt if somebody said 'fuck off' rather than 'go away'.
another reason is because 'fuck' is one of the most taboo words in English.
If you notice, some(or most) dictionaries don't have the word 'fuck' in it. Try and check your dictionary now. coz Collins Cobuild Learner's Dictionary doesn't have it.


and...if you have extra free time, try to type 'FUCK' in http://www.google.co.uk/.
Mr. Google will say; fuck did not match any documents.


and hey....if you are interested to use this word anywhere,
make sure you write it this way: F**K or F*CK or anyway that you like as long as it has this *.
why?? hemm..i think you know why.





ok.why should i write about all this 'fucking' things???
ouh..bcoz i like this song and suddenly i'm interested to know what the f*** is 'fuck'. =.=








don't worry. i won't use this word. nanti mak sy kasi cili mulut.



love,
rama_ana


source:

http://oxforddictionaries.com/view/entry/m_en_gb0319790#m_en_gb0319790

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

.nothing but heels and boots.




cute! adorable! but kitten heel.so susa sikit mo jalan (personal opinion). suitable for those yg tinggi but still want to wear high heels.

comfortable! suitable for those who wants to look like a rock star. (side view)

front view


two thumbs up for this! but it will look perfect only when i'm standing. to be honest, i dunno how to walk perfectly with stiletto heels like this one.fuh!

wedges ankle boots. furry. i love it obviously.but to use it for travelling?? i will choose 'no' for an answer.



so can you guess which one i bought??






the answer is:























none!









seksanyaa berwindow shopping.
arrgggh!
oh money! please kamtumi!


love,
rama_ana

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

hey, anda budak tawau? bah.mari baca. (part 2)

From childhood to adolescence...
shall we move on to the next chapter?=)


childhood is mostly about games. the unforgettable games.
but adolescence......
it's the time where some teenagers start to learn/ apply the techniques of flirting.
and in tawau especially, these are the common ones yg slalu di guna oleh pengurat jalanan (erk?!):

-hai, bole berkenalan. (lame)
-kiri, kanan, kiri, kanan (they will say this while the women are walking. motif?? )
-wah. cantiknya ciptaan Tuhan.
-peeeeewiiiiiiiiiit cewek! (simple but annoying)
-assalamualaikum. xjawab dose. (diulang: dosE. yg 'E' tu yang mahal.tiba2 jadi semenanjung.haha)
-hai, bole mintak nombor telepon?
-kirim salam ya yg baju/tudung/seluar ijau tu. 
-dek, kirim salam kakak ya.


ok..itu seja yg bole sy bg. sebabb???
sebab sy tidak igt line mengorat dorang.





ok.tipu.
ekceli sebab tidak byk yg mengorat sy dulu. ='( (aik..haruska bersedih =.=)



tapi


tapi

tapi



ada satu part yg bikin panasss


bila dorang mengorat tapi pompuan tu x layan...
this is the very famous sentence:

'jellek ko bodok!' 
(ingat! 'L' tu di kasi tebal. 'bodok' tu di kasi jelas. kalo jejaka-jejaki di luar sana mengidamkan tamparan wanita, bole laa terai ya.*_^)



majulah tawau untuk malaysia!
sekian,
rama_ana

teacher vs naughty student

what happened in school today??
let Teacher Rama tell you...*batukbatuk


A student throws a pen towards the teacher.
Teacher: Please take your work and get out from the class. (lebih kurang cam ni laa)
Student: Oh, God! *sigh
Teacher: Not God. You!
Student: =.=

(this happened in jaryn and fadhli's class)



did you get the message??
teachers nowadays are soo witty.
i should be one too.
emmm..should i?


love,
rama_ana

Monday, January 24, 2011

hey, anda budak tawau? bah.mari baca.

it's 2 pm.
another 2 hours before Mike's class.
and suddenly i miss those days where at this time i usually playing with my childhood-friends.
and yeah..that's why i write this post.
bah.let's go down memory lane, shall we?

these are things/games yg i still remember until now:

-main getah. kumpul getah banyak2. pas tu main smpai capai tahap merdeka. (apakah?) semua berebut maw jadi anak bulan. supaya dapat main banyak kali. Getah tu dak asi kenak kain.kalo kenak kain batal kunun.dah laa main pakai pinafore.bikin sexy betul.

-main cicit. ni lagu paling femes dulu:
'cit kulapit
anak ***a mati sakit..
di kubur atas bukit menjadi hantu bangkit.
ci....cit!'

kalo suda kalah tu terus pura2 buang pangkat dak maw main. kadang2 sampai menangis2 pun ada.haha.haruskah.

-'one two three one two jaga, polis mati pencuri jaga' x igt apa nama game nie.sbb budak laki x suka maen ngn budak pompuan.bikin pegal dorang bilang.kurang asam.
dulu, for me sapa yang main game ni kira lelaki paling macho gagah perkasa laa..haha.ok.getek. =.=

-o maria o maria
'kami miskin miskin 
o maria o maria
kami kaya kaya
o maria o maria
mintak dulu anak mu satu
sapa namanya yg kau minta..' 
(pas tu sebut nama kawan)
ini mainan laa yg terpaling. dak taw smpai bila habis.diulang2 ja tu lirik balik2. tp x taw knp..mcm tidak boring kami main dulu.haha.budu.

-Landen brij. 
'landen brij is polendang
polendang
polendang....
my fren ledi...'
suda abis lagu tu, terus kena tanya mo buah epal ka buah oren.aku pun dak taw apa motif game ni. 
ouh btw..lagu asalnya adalah: 'london bridge'. yg di atas ni versi budak kecik. punyalaa dulu aku befikir apa maksud 'polendang'. rupanya 'falling down'.adeh..


-main puteri2. game yg paling buat aku nerves dulu.sbb aku slalu mo jadi puteri.hhaha.bengong. ini lagunya:
'tertutup bunga itu
terbuka bunga itu
datang seorang puteri menari nari nari
bum kala bum kala bum 
yeye.' 
 (aku pun dak taw betul ka ni lagu.haha)

sapa yg tertangkap dlm bulatan bunga (kawan2) tu...dia laa puterinya.and adalaa tu yg slalu purak2 tertangkap pas tu buat tekejut.pada hal suka sbb jadi puteri.haha.
ok.aku laa tu =.=


ada banyak lagi ekceli.
but xpandai aku describe.


bah.
sekian. hiduplah tawau untuk malaysia! erk?

love,
rama_ana


*specially dedicated to those who born in the 80's/ 90's =)

Sunday, January 23, 2011

if i die young....

People say:
'Hey, you are still young. let's enjoy life to the fullest. When you are old and grey, then you can repent.'


 
hurmmmm....



so..what if you are in your twenties; enjoying your life to the fullest then suddenly you died without even repenting?? (ok..that's scary innit?)



i've received lots of sad news recently.
-a friend of my friend's sister died. she's younger than me.
-my friend's friend died at the age of 21 i believe.
-my junior's friend died at the age of 20.


It makes me 'realise' that
DEATH! will never wait until ur hair is grey.
It will come whenever and wherever He wants it to be.
it's a reminder for me; for you; for us.


It reminds me of a song by -the band perry/ sam tsui-
but i want to twist it a bit
coz....
If i die young,
i don't want you to bury me in satin
or laying me down on a bed of roses
i don't even want you to sink me in the river at dawn
and please don't send me away with the words of a love song
why??
because i would be more than grateful if you send me your never-ending prayers
and your sincere forgiveness.



p/s: yusy, be strong darling! Allah knows.ok bebeh.


love,
rama_ana

Saturday, January 22, 2011

.a haunted dream.

i'm craving for chocolates, cakes and eskrim!
ya ampun..i AM really desperately craving for 'em!
but
but
but
my dream last two nights is haunting me:
i was a total fat woman
where my hands were bigger than usual
my cheek was enormous.
i could no longer wear my jeans
and my blouse
so i end up crying.
and then i promise myself that i won't eat like nobody's business.
i mean...i make that promise in my dream
but somehow...it gives an impact on me in my real life.

i can't believe that dreams can sometimes make us frustrated huh.

haish.x asi bah.



love,
rama_ana

Friday, January 21, 2011

i may not be...

I may not be the right person;
to give advices...
to pamper you...
to console your sadness...
to listen with my mouth shut...
to solve your miseries,

but i can lend my shoulder if you want to
and keep your secrets until forever.
i.Allah.amin.

stay strong my dear friends.

*gambar utk kasi hias blog seja. =p (pic:credit to ain nia)




love,
rama_ana

Thursday, January 20, 2011

.a gentle reminder.

"dan Kami pasti akan menguji kamu dengan sedikit ketakutan, kelaparan, kekurangan harta benda, jiwa dan buah-buahan. dan sampaikanlah khabar gembira kpd org2 yg SABAR." (Al-Baqarah 2:155)


 
love,
rama_ana 

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

.mini shopaholic.thumbs up lajulaju.

10.34 pm, wednesday, 19th January 2011:
officially, i have just finished reading this novel:

it takes me 3 months to finish it.so many things to do bah.tia sempat mo baca.

it's hilarious! seriously! it makes me laugh...a real laugh.

typical becky who loves shopping and the 'gene' goes to her 2 year-old daughter.
just imagine, a 2 year-old girl already wears dolce n gabbana shoes and ordered a miu miu coat online and knows what credit card is...and loves something pink, something expensive, something new.
in short, she loves shopping...just like her mother.
gosh!
and becky, she wanted to bought an expensive Temperley evening dress for her daughter's 21st bday.
but....her daughter is still 2 y.o.!
it doesn't make sense...but it's funny.
coz actually she's the one who wants to wear it
she use it as an excuse so that luke (her husband) allowed her to buy it.


ok.i shouldn't blab about the story here.
i suggest you girls (or guys if you are interested *_^) to read this.
but be careful,
make sure you don't turn into a shopaholic after reading it. *.^



love,
rama_ana

.One Good Mother is Worth a Hundred Schoolmasters.

"One good mother is worth a hundred schoolmasters" -George Herbert-

have a chat with my mak few minutes ago.
i told her bout the email
i thought she would scold me and give me lots n lots of advices
(like what she'll always do when i make mistakes during my school days)
but tis time she said 'naa..baru tau! ahhaha'
she laughed!
something that she wouldn't do when i make mistakes before.
may be because now she sees me as a woman
no more a girl.
just may be.


we chatted
and suddenly one name appeared
i told her that the person will get engaged soon
she said 'alhamdulillah...itu yg terbaek.'
yeah.
that's the best. i.Allah. i'm pretty sure about it.
we talked a bit about what had happened recently.
and i can tell that she's glad everybody moves on.



having a heart-to-heart chat with her makes me feel like a woman
only until she gave the same advices; 'jgn nakal2 dlm kelas, jgn ponteng2, jgn lawan ckp cekgu.'
ouh....i'm still her little girl rupanya.



love,
rama_ana

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

.summarising the whole day.

just wanna share some things that happened in SJH:
get a new supervisor;
young, gojes, beautiful, cute, slim, and gila2 a bit.
pendek kata mmg cool and terbaek la.
then, there's this one student (a girl in year 8 class), looks very lovely in front of the teacher
she puts on her plastic lovely smile but then she's making faces behind the teacher.
and yeah...i was impressed coz her eye liner is heavy than mine.
and her mascara....wow! i should say, longer than anybody.
i'm glad that she didn't apply blusher.
coz if she did, it's hard for me to guess whether she's a student or a girl who wants to go clubbing.
14 y.o. bah, guys.
why did they learn all those make-up thingy so fast?
i'm impressed!
emm...did i sound sarcastic?


the good news is...we went back early today.
thanks shah for your sweet-talk
alhamdulillah...we are not being 'curse' by the taxi anymore
it came at the right place, on the right time.


it's a bit tiring in the school
but the tiredness seemed to fade away when incik beetho greeted me.
he rushed into my house the minute i opened the door.
he's like our new housemate by now
he takes over aiyen's room since she left.


i accidentally fall asleep after having my lunch with incik beetho (ouh..he ate his food and i ate mine of course. i don't have the guts to eat makanan kucing btw. even food dia ada kambing, duck, ayam segala.)
i'm not sure at what time i slept
but i think after dhur.
then, when i woke up,
i didn't see anything
it's dark
ya laa...coz it's almost 6 pm
and i forgot to switch on the light.
when i wanted to wash my face
i was a bit shocked.
my eyes looked like zombie
the messy mascara made me looked like one.huduh gila.


i came across al's status, 'satisfied vs empty feelings'
and i like it.
may be my interpretation is different from hers.
but....yeah.
for me i should change the 'vs' into 'but'.


ok.this is long.
i just realise it.
bah.thats all laa

nite plymouth
morning malaysia.



love,
rama_ana

Monday, January 17, 2011

.tonight and tomorrow.

It's raining.
a 'malaysian-raining' i shall call it
for the sound of it hitting my window is so familiar in malaysia.
and that's why i feel a lil bit homesick.


8.30 pm...
i went downstairs
prepare some food for school experience tomorrow
my housemates choose to eat fried noodles over fried rice
so thats our menu then for tomorrow.

many clumsy-stupid-things happened:
i burnt a small part of fatin's new basin; (i'm sooo sooory fatin.i'll try to buy a new one ok bebeh.sorryy)
i burnt less then a half of the spaghetti;
i accidentally burnt my own neck when the onion suddenly 'popped-out' from the pan;
and finally i burnt my tongue coz i was so eager to taste the cooking.
i guess today is my hari-burnt-sedunia laa guys.

btw..i was not alone in the kitchen just now.
many thanks to incik beetho for accompanying me
but he didn't stop meow-ing
i thought he wanted to tell me a story or what =.=
rupanya he's hungry
ok.i think i should buy a cat's dictionary after this.*a good reason to go shopping *.^


gosh.11 pm d.
time to sleep bebeh.
wish me luck tomorrow.
Sir John Hunt Community Sports College (SJH), pleaase please please be nice to me.
SJH girls...please jgn getek sgt.
SJH boys...please jd getek sikit. *erkk..apakaaa. =.=


nite plymouth
monin malaysia

love,
rama_ana

Sunday, January 16, 2011

.because we are women. (part 2)

Dear gentlemen,
sometimes, it's not easy to understand women
you do not know what we want
you do not know what actually we want to say
there are times when you ask us,
but what you get is not the answer
it leads you to another problem
where you yourselves are not sure what the heck is happening to you and that woman.






do you know what the problem is??


























do you really want to know what the real problem is???
























keep on reading. coz i'm still thinking.





























ok.the problem is....





































we ourselves (the women) don't understand what we actually want!
seriously!




so what shall you do gentlemen?
i suggest you read "men are from mars, women are from venus"






and..if you ask the real me what should you do....i will say:
layan dan zazzzs kan saja wanita tersebut.




love,
rama_ana

Thursday, January 13, 2011

officially three days

i was the one who said three-days 'off'
but three days??
i have to be tough then.
no money, no talk.
and i'll wait until the three days over.





love you,
rama_ana

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

.because we are women.

why should i write about women??because I AM a woman.obviously. =.=

ok.be serious guys.

Woman loves to cry
Even the toughest woman will cry
Seriously!
You don't see them crying
because sometimes they are crying inside while their outside are smiling.
Or may be they are crying inside the wardrobe
while you are crying in a crowd.
It's good to cry
really!
because that's the way women express themselves.
When you are angry,
crying is better than cursing.
When you are sad/ keciwa-hati-merana,
crying is better than suicide.
It's ok to cry.
But ladies,
it is NOT ok if you cry too much.
It's not good for your health; physically and mentally
Once you're done with crying,
wipe the tears
and 'wake up'!
Be confident.
because confidence makes you beautiful.


Woman is sensitive
This is what makes us a better mum, an obedient daughter, and a lovely wife.
Want to know more?? read this article
That's a gift from Allah and we have to be grateful
Alhamdulillah if you are being too grateful
But being way tooo sensitive??
Please ladies...please...DON'T.
Just because you didn't get the latest dorothy perkins' heels as a third-date present, you want to sulk all the way home??? ur man gonna be hospitalized, ladies. (ok.a lame example.i know i know.)
Sometimes, women are being too sensitive about nothing.
Don't you think that it will affect your relationship?? (whether with your family, friends, or partner)
This is the thing that we have to ponder.
Don't go overboard please.
Coz we, and the persons around us will be affected by our 'over-sensitive' syndrome.


this is just my opinion.no offense ok. cheers=)




love,
rama_ana

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

heylo sunshine!

sunny day in plymouth! hoyeah!hoyeah! mari bersenyum =)

taken from my roomsweetroom. =)

this is what i wished for after several days of raining. alhamdulillah ya anak2.



*but why everybody doesn't pick up the phone???
is today the don't-pick-up-rama's phone-day?? =.=



love,
rama_ana

Sunday, January 9, 2011

miss you berabiss.

i'm missing the hot drinks that u gave me,
whenever this eyes wanna shut
and this mouth constantly yawning.

the hot choc here is delicious.no doubt i guess.
but there's nothing more delicious than your nescafe-with-love.






ur notty potty doter
love,
rama_ana






*obviously, i write this with the lights off. emo2 again.haish.

Saturday, January 8, 2011

.dirasuk hantu rajin.

yesterday i did a major clean-up to my wardrobe.
dr lepas subuh smpai magrib baru siap tau. kunun2 maw baring2 sekejap.
but see:

mcm mna mo baring??coba ko pikir.

ok.that was yesterday.
this morning lg laa  mantap.tiba2 rajin kemas bilik ala-ala bibik.
sedar2 ja bilik da jadi mcm nie:


knp lain suda kejadian tu katil??ouh..that's bcoz sy meng-adjust benda bwh katil tu.macam mo patah suda. ini kes lompatlompat atas katil laa nie. =.= 

and to clean-up the mess, it took me almost 4 hours guys!
ok.tipu.
sbb sy byk off-task..tu laa smpai 4 hours.

and finally i managed to get my 'brand-new' room! mari bersenyum =)




the books and all; quite heavy
hoover; very heavy
the bed; extra heavy

me=skt pinggang and all.

conclusion: tiba2 rasa mo kawen jadi bole suka ati suru hasben angkat semua benda2 berat. kalo bole suru dia buat the hoovering sekali. (ok..ini xbole bg bakal mak mertua baca.sekian.)


love,
rama_ana

Friday, January 7, 2011

it's not a good idea to write with the lights off

another 6 months to go.

will i survive??

the thoughts of making another mistakes make me freak-out.

seriously!


*it's not a good idea to write with the lights off coz i'll be thinking too much...like real much! (aih pelik jgk ni anak)


gudnite plymouth.
gudmorning msia.


love,
rama_ana

my six days aren't suck.

there were sooo many things happened within these 6 days of january.
it's unpredictable kan..
coz before those things happen...
i sighed and said 'my new year is boringggggg!!urggg!!'
perhaps that's why He gave me 'tests' to handle
*haaa....hamek kaw rama!*


the 'tests' are quite hard to be honest
but i'm grateful for the sweetness is more than the bitterness
at least somebody's willing to slap me lajulaju
and make me realise that i can't let you go (haruskah guna ayt jiwang??huhu..ok.sila jgn muntah dulu.)
and i'm glad to have you in  my life
to make me realise the dos and the donts . (ok.bole muntah sekarang.)




p/s: i tot today is saturday..rupanya baru friday kan. is it a sign that i am eagerrr to start my nerdy life as a student?? ouhhh..itu semacam mustahil ya anak2.





love,
rama_ana

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

.of brown high heels and nothing else!.

although everything's over
i still feel bad about myself; 
purchasing wedges without you knowing??
that's not a good thing rama!
i know.=(


i thought you gonna leave me.
i was afraid (should i feel scared after what i've done???booo!)
but instead of leaving me....you give me advices.
what on earth was i doing???
you are suffering....and me???astaghfirullahalazim.
don't you think that you should give me a slap or two??
coz i completely feel like A BAD BAD BAD GIRL!


you told me that someone wants my brown heels,
no! don't take my brown heels away!
i don't want to give it!
and to that gojes ladies...
please.....please...please
don't snatch it from me!
you can take my wedges away.
take as many as you like.
but not my brown heels.pleaseeeee........!


because that's the only comfortable footwear that i have
not flats
not platform
not sandals
and not even wedges!
my brown heels knows how to save me from falling
it never leave my feet with bruises
in fact, i'm the one who scratch it
and make it bruised. 


sometimes it doesn't fit all my outfits,
but it's okay.
coz nothing can perfectly match with anything rite?


let's start a new chapter you said.
i AM making a new chapter.
and that new chapter is: 
 
'of brown high heels and nothing else!'


i.Allah.amin.

p/s: sorry guys. i just can't help to write about this heels and wedges thingy.coz i don't know how to tell it verbally.it's just complicated. no-nonsense. seriously!
if you find it boring, i can't help it guys. coz i am not even a writer. i don't force you to read those things. okke bebeh. cheers.


love,
rama_ana

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

I don't wanna fight no more.





but this pathetic not-so-little-girl is always be the one who created the fight kan.
haish.

















mak suru tido.
cigu maths suru tido.










but the tone is not as always.









jd, mari bersedih.








sekian,
rama_ana

no more wedges.please.

as i said before...i don't want anymore wedges in my shoe-rack.
please..please..please..
don't give me wedges as a new year present.
please don't.
it is beautiful. i admit.
but i'm afraid of wearing it
and i'm afraid...
nobody will catch me if i fall.





p/s: misty-eyed.i don't like it.but it's my bad kan.i'm sory. ='(




nite plymouth.
morning msia.




love,
rama_ana

Sunday, January 2, 2011

.of brown high heels and blue wedges. (part 4)

It's new year...
many people want new things;
a new resolution
a brand new handphone
a new handbag
new hair style
a new 'self' (erk??)


as for me...
i DO want some new things for my new year
but...not wedges please.
i have enough of it.
the blue wedges left several bruises on my feet
and i think those are more than enough.
but..i should be grateful though
coz those bruises are actually a gentle reminder for me....and may be for you too
Don't easily trust/fall for wedges.
Just because it looks flat and comfortable....you cannot simply adore it and straight away buy it.
Next time, just in case i fall in love with any wedges,
i'll make sure it suits me well
and won't give me bruises..
like the blue wedges did.


Heels will never be old-fashioned.
Wedges??
once the 'wedges-years' no more in the fashion world,
the wedges will be gone...and slowly disappear.
so..this explains why i should keep my brown heels with me
and give away my blue wedges to the person who wants it.
this time, I AM serious.
i will 'throw' away the wedges
and waiting patiently to go back Malaysia...
until i can walk with my brown heels again.


so...fare thee well blue wedges.
thank you for being nice,brown heels.


p/s: this is the last chapter of 'of brown high heels and blue wedges' (hopefully)



love,
rama_ana

Saturday, January 1, 2011

special dedication (12.00 02012011) uk time.

I would like to wish my cigu maths a verry happy bday!
thank you for all the advices that you gave me
i really appreciate it.seriously!
hope you'll always be there
and keep reminding me.
coz i'm always screwed.

i pray for your happiness.from now...until the hereafter.
may your love for Him is more than the love that you give.


you said you want to be a better man kan...
i shall say....to be a better man,
you should marry a woman. ehem ehem! *batuk kuatkuat*





HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR CIGU.*_^




i only afford to give you this video...
knp bear??
coz cigu besar comel macam bear..hahaa




another year of maturity
another year of responsibilities
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!



p/s:  so..bila mo kawin ngan cigu bi tu? =p



love,
rama_ana