Was having the contraction since zhur.
I brave myself to drive picking up my hubby at the airport that Friday afternoon.
I jokingly said to the baby in my womb 'Now u are free to see the world as ur ayah is already here with us.' Hubby laughed. I laughed. Maryam laughed (dunno whether she understood or not).
It continued till Asr but i ignored it.
Trying to put a strong face till maghrib.
I can't hide the pain anymore.
I told my hubby. He was panicked at first but trying to control the situation
We waited until I can't hold it anymore. It was 10.30 that time when we decided to rush to the 30-minute drive hospital.
Mak was worried but I told her not to. She waited at home with my sleeping Maryam (Mind u, the first time I can stay calm. Lol)
At 11 pm, the HO together with a few nurses did some check up.
I was almost fainted when the HO told me I might have miscarriage.
I prayed silently while holding back my tears. I should be strong and my baby should too!
The Head Doc came. Upon checking me, she scolded the HO as she told me the wrong info and not doin her job well. I pity the HO but can't do anything either.
The Doc told me baby is okay it's just that her heart beat had discelerated.
I can have normal delivery but she said it depends.
I was having the most terrible and painful contraction ever! From 11 until 4 am can u imagine? 5 hours of pain! And they even told me it can go on up to 10 hours! Really?!
I even grabbed and hold the doc's hand until her face turned sour. Sorry for that as that was unintentional.
Until I prayed so that Allah give me the best (well He always does)
And my misery ended when the doc told me I should opt for emergency ceaser.
Only God knows how happy I was as I can't endure the pain anymore.
I pray so hard that my baby is doing well.
I dont mind if they want to cut me as long as my baby is okay
And truth be told, this time around, I can feel the knife cutting me.
Around 4-5 am alhamdulillah a baby girl got to see the world
I expected them to hand my baby to me
But instead they had to put her quickly in NICU as she breathed so fast.
I was worried sick
After they'd done 'sewing' me, they sent me to the ward where i could meet my hubby
Thank God he said everything will be ok
I didn't believe him at first as I thought he only wanted to make me calm
Hence I asked a doc
Alhamdulillah doc said the same thing as well
I shouldn't be worried they said.
Well, what I could say for this time delivery is going smooth although I didn't get the normal delivery that I always wanted and prayed for.
Allah had sent good people around me
And even strangers
The nurses this time were surprisingly nice
They helped me whenever possible
Even the doc treated me well
They even said sorry everytime I felt the pain. Lol
And when I was vomitting 5 times, there's this patient who sat at the very corner of the ward came all the way from her bed to me and helped me to throw my vomit.
I was shocked and touched at the same time
Allah is really treating me well mashaAllah.
To our new hunny bunch sugar crunch
We hope u can rock the world by being a good servant to Allah. Amin
Thanks husband for always being there for me. Now u have 3 clingy 'girls' around u. 😝